Showing posts with label mother. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mother. Show all posts

Friday, 15 May 2015

PHighter Friday: Karen

My journey with IPAH started nearly 27 years ago. I was about 4 months pregnant and went to the doctors as I was feeling breathless. This was my third baby. I never had breathlessness with my other two pregnancies.

I was given two inhalers for asthma.I started taking them regularly. I was then at Antenatal Clinic, and the lady I was seeing there told me that I was very breathless. I said "yes, I have asthma." She asked me when was I told that I had asthma. I said about three weeks ago..she asked if I would mind going for an ecg. At this time I was also going through a messy divorce, and my husband at the time had the girls. I was living with a new partner. I had the ecg and went home.

I shortly recieved a phone call telling me to pack a bag and get straight to hospital. I went to the hospital so scared out of my mind. I was then seen by a doctor who said he thought that I had blood clots on the lungs, but would test me in the morning. I was admitted for two weeks to get stabilized. The following morning I was seen by two doctors and had lung function tests. I couldn't have X ray due to being pregnant. They had a meeting and then came to see me in the afternoon. They suspected blood clots on the lungs and told me to consider a termination. I couldn't go through with that because I had lost a baby at 6 months prior between my two girls. I went ahead with the pregnancy. I had to give my self three injections of Heperin daily. The baby was born with no complications.


This is me and my husband , daughter Sarah is the middle daughter her hubby and my grandsons.

It was not until two days after that the vicar came in to read me the last rites. My blood pressure had plummeted through the floor. I was on constant oxygen and bed rest. Some how I must of had someone looking over me because I made it. Once my little baby was three months old I went to a chest hospital in London, England. I had numerous tests and was told that I had PH. I was put on Warfarin, Propafenone, and Nicardipine. No real PH drugs were available at the time. I was seen by this hospital every three months. During this time with PH I had many bad days, and with a new baby and two daughters it was very hard work. I had alot of support from my friends and family, which is good if you have PH. I got very depressed and shut my self away for three months of not going out etc. One day I got up and said to my self "Come on Karen, get out of this rut" and to this day I havent looked back, now only forward.

I was sent to Hammersmith hospital 14 years ago and that was the best thing ever. I was admitted for a week for full lots of tests and met some wonderful people. All the doctors and nurses in the Hammersmith PH team are fantastic. With the right medications like Bosentan, Sildenafil, Digoxin, and 8 liters of oxygen over night I have been good . I have recently been put on Macitentan and its brilliant so far. I had previously suffered with severe SVT's which is where I was taken to the local A&E and given Adenisone to stop them. Once the drug never worked and I had to have a cardio version. At hammersmith they sorted this problem out with having a heart ablation twice.

This is my daughter Leanne of 26 years old. 
My daughter is nearly 27 and a beautiful young lady I must say.I have two grandsons who keep me going, and a wonderful husband who gives me such a lot of support and does a lot for me. I had a nasty partner before him.


I am quoted at being class 3 IPAH. I was told 20 years ago that I had 5 years left to live. No one can tell you how long you got to live. I have learnt that having IPAH you have to pace your self in life. This may make people laugh but at times I get very scared, especially at night time. I think my heart is not going. So I sit up and get my stethescope out and listen to my heart. My husband asks me "what you doing?" I say I am making sure my heart is going lol. I know its mad, but I like to hear it. I also check my oxygen sats too. You have to remain positive and be strong during your PH journey.

Friday, 31 October 2014

PHighter Friday: Kellie



Life beholds many unforgettable experiences.  One of those cherished moments occurred for me on February 1, 2007 when Paul completely surprised me with his marriage proposal.  I was ecstatic to say the least, and we quickly set to work on planning our August wedding.  In mid-February the wedding planning came to a brief halt as I dealt with a short bout of the flu.  Once I was feeling better I dove back into wedding planning mode! However, something was not right as I became more active.  I was unusually short of breath during my workouts.  After a few weeks of trying to "get back into shape" I decided it was time to schedule a doctor visit.  The results came back fine, so once again I decided to start the workouts and push even harder.  By May my breathing was continuing to get worse.  Paul convinced me to set up another doctor appointment.  By the time I set up this appointment I could barely walk from my car into work without having to stop and rest.  At this second visit my doctor decided it was time to look at my heart.  A few tests were done and an echocardiogram was scheduled for a couple days later. 

On Friday, May 25, 2007 I arrived for my echo a bit apprehensive, but hoping I would receive a simple explanation for my shortness of breath.  It wasn't long before I sensed something "wasn't right" during the echo, but the technician wasn't about to reveal what it was to me.  I will never forget the look on my doctor's face when he came in to break the news to me that my pulmonary pressures were extremely high, there was major concern about my heart, they were going to do a few more tests, and then I would probably have to be admitted to the hospital that day (which I was). 

After being admitted to the hospital the panic really set in.  As I was being wheeled away for a right-heart catheterization, I remember looking into Paul's eyes and both of our eyes immediately pooled with tears...tears of fear and the unknown. After the catheterization I was sick, chilled and scared.  Whatever I was given at that point knocked me out for the night.  The next eight days I slowly learned more about my disease and the aggressive treatment regime I would be starting to try halt this progressive illness.  It was decided that triple-therapy was in my best interest, so I began sub-q Remodulin, Tracleer and Revatio.

I spent the next three months focusing on healing and learning how to manage my medications so I would be ready to walk down the aisle.  It was a summer filled with much pain and suffering, but I was determined to move on and live life to the fullest.  By the grace of God, I had the most fabulous wedding day.  On August 11, 2007 I was able to marry my best friend and companion for life.  The challenges of the previous three months had only brought us closer together and made me all the more sure that God was taking care of me in a special way through the gift of my husband. 

One of the most difficult realities of my illness was the loss of being able to bear children. Although my heart ached, I was blessed with an adorable nephew and a beautiful niece, as well as a classroom full of first grade students to enrich my life. I was thankful to be alive and thankful to be back working full-time with children. I was gifted a notepad with the saying, “keep a dream in your pocket and faith in your heart.” This immediately became my motto, as it deeply resonated with the way I wanted to live my life. So I kept on dreaming and had faith in God’s plans for my life. I trusted that my life would continue to be filled with blessings, many greater than I could imagine.

In 2011, my husband and I felt fortunate with my improved and stable health condition and felt it was time to pursue adoption. Just as we finished the paperwork to be listed as a “waiting family,” PH was brought to the forefront in our lives when my mother was unexpectedly diagnosed with PH. That’s a whole other story in itself, but it was a magnificent reminder that anything is possible with God. We witnessed a true miracle in my mother’s recovery and are blessed to have her here with us today.

In 2012 the greatest blessing of our lives came into the world. My heart sings that we were chosen to be the parents of a beautiful baby girl. I will never forget the day she was born and the love that swelled inside of me as I took my first look at her. God had a plan, and it was even better than I could have imagined. My heart that once ached with loss is now bursting with love and I feel at peace. As I watch her play, learn and grow, I am reminded everyday how beautiful and precious life truly is. I am blessed to be a mom.

Since my diagnosis, I was determined to thrive, not just survive. I have taken an active role in doing my best to lead a healthy lifestyle that has allowed me to thrive. I immediately began a low-sodium diet. It was a difficult change in the beginning, but I could sure tell a difference. Prior to my diagnosis I was active in sports that my body no longer tolerates. I have since found new activities that I enjoy and are a benefit to my health. I enjoy yoga and mediation. I love going for walks and recently got a Fitbit so I can track my daily steps and activity. I have also delved into the world of Young Living Essential Oils and am so excited to have something that helps me as I manage the side effects of all my medications and has given me a boost in my overall feeling of wellness. 

I am thrilled to be involved in the study with the implantable pump for Remodulin. It is such a delight to swim and shower without worrying about an external line and pump. It’s amazing to think of all the advancements in therapy that have come about since my diagnosis 7 years ago and I trust that even better things are coming.

I am thankful for the continued support of wonderful family, friends and medical professionals. I am grateful for the Pulmonary Hypertension Association and all that has been accomplished thus far. I will continue to PHight and give my support until a cure is found!

Although the path can be bumpy at times, I am confident that God is with me every step of the way.  I am keeping a dream in my pocket and faith in my heart because anything is possible with God!

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